रिस miss

Monday 1:26 a.m.
All the bits when I was thinking things were crap. This is because of the nicotine addiction. Do you want a withdrawal frame to think the thoughts in? Hmmm? These are not going to be very nice thoughts.

As time moved on ... the nicotine withdrawal thoughts ...

You have to remember that thoughts aren't true. Normally, stupid. They're okay, except if you believe them.

As time moved on ... passed the nicotine withdrawal thoughts... at least for now ... then came the great blisses, just pushing aside those silly, normal, stupid thoughts.

I've learned more from nicotine withdrawal thoughts than anything else. Your thoughts do not arise from nowhere, nothing. Like, how are you dressed? You have the wonderful mind and then a thought arises. What kind of thought are you going to get if you have a touch of the old nicotine withdrawal? A nicotine withdrawal thought!

Since thoughts are always conditioned and, therefore, untrustworthy, how can you believe in any of them, even one little one?

It seems to me that the thought must be appended, the last little grip-on in the web of all the other thoughts that have gone before.

So how has the first four weeks of your six week holiday gone then, Hotboy? It has been wonderful, Jack! There's no point in telling them about the bliss and the wonderful heat, and the half formed emanations.

They are the UnFortunateOneS. The UFOs! I don't have to see any of them till ... well, ages really! Hurrah!