Tuesday 3 August 2010

Despite myself!

Tuesday 4:55 p.m.
After the stumblebumming about the place and the generally bad boy stuff from yesterday, the meditations today have been of a different order yet again. So there's no point in agonising about this stuff. You just have to get on with it.

The lama said the all-over heat you get is a natural part of the meditation, so I guess you reach the heat without the vajrayana. Straightforward calming meditation should get you to heat eventually. I don't know. The heat that rushes up your central channel and fries your pineal gland is the stuff you've got to watch out for, it seems. I've been getting more than usual of the first kind of heat in the brilliant, brilliant meditations I've had today so far.

I have been slightly timorous about the vase breathing since speaking to the lama, but I was casually throwing them in today without forcing it at all and without any channels or symbols and all that jazz. It just feels so right. You've got to listen to yourself as well!!

And the flat has been empty all day, so I've stayed put.

6 comments:

rob said...

You've got to listen to yourself, it's true, especially if you're the only one.

Hotboy said...

Albert? I can't be the only one. I might be the only one listening. You'd be much better off residing in base luminosity and bugger all that nonsense that's in your head. Or one's head so as not to appear offensive. Hotboy

rob said...

Bsse Luminosity. Is that the re-jigged title for City Whitelight? You can use that if it helps re-launch your career.

rob said...

Hotters - re harvey mandel at Rodders' place. Actually, it was maybe just someone in a pub, and the nickname probably only lasted until the last spliff that night. The oddest things stick in the mind. Obviously you wouldn't remember anything about Albert, because he was so inoffensive back then.

Hotboy said...

Albert? I have no idea what you are going on about. I don't remember any connection between Rodders and a pub and a Harvey Mantel. He sounds like a crooner. Hotboy

rob said...

Hotters you might want to get the mental blackouts checked out, in case you've maybe blown a gasket. Meanwhile you could retrace your steps in the comments at the Rod Blog or whatever it's called. Dearie me, you really need a team of carers looking after you round the clock. Brian can't do it all himself.